Saturday, June 18, 2011

Life on Pause

Recently I have come to the conclusion that I have been living my life on "Pause"
- a temporary state of being. I have been waiting for my life to return to normal (whatever "normal" means!).
I have not been engaging in the life that is happening around me,
but watching it more as a spectator.
While living life this way,
I have slowly been advancing the frame not living into all life has to offer.

These past few months have been a time filled with weighing the pros and cons
of investing myself in something...school, church, friends, work, anything really!
And often the answer is ___________
(pause, stillness, no action.)

So having be...how do I move from pause to play?
What needs to change so I can re-engage with life?
How can I stop this temporary feeling of existence?
How can I move into a life filled with so much more...
more than I could ever hope or imagine?

I think it is time to hit play and see what happens!